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Carlyrose
just want happiness
Created on 2007-07-16 07:47:04 (#13388415), last updated 2009-07-23
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Basic Info| Name: | carlyrose89 |
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| Location: | New Zealand (Aotearoa) |
BioI'm Carly Rose and I'm 20. I have major depressive disorder ( in other words..seriously bad depression ), ana, PTSD, borderline personality disorder and severe anxiety disorder. I feel so alone a lot of the time so I'm hoping I can meet people here who share my problems. I just got diagnosed with anorexia earlier this year again after recovering earlier last year which makes things worse because now it's another horrible mental illness. Anyway, I'm trying to be more positive because being pessimistic never helps things, does it?!
I'm 44.7 kilos at the moment which is about 97 lbs. Height: 174cm or 5'8' BMI: 14.7 LW: 97 or 44.7kg HW: too embarrassing but I've lost 30kg since Jan ths yr GW1: 52kg, 114 lbs..woohoo achieved! GW2: 48kg, 105lbs yay achieved also! GW3: 99lbs 45kg yay achieved!!. Final goal weight: 40 kgs so 88lbs...not sure I will reach this now coz I know I'll just get tube fed as I'm in hospital already for other reasons but they're focusing on my ana more and more as I've got too hot a few times and taken off my baggy jumpers and they saw my collarbones and chest coz of my sort of low cut top underneath argh.
Please message me. I'm so lonely coz all my friends have drifted away coz of me being so sick for so long.
Love you all
xoxox
I'm 44.7 kilos at the moment which is about 97 lbs. Height: 174cm or 5'8' BMI: 14.7 LW: 97 or 44.7kg HW: too embarrassing but I've lost 30kg since Jan ths yr GW1: 52kg, 114 lbs..woohoo achieved! GW2: 48kg, 105lbs yay achieved also! GW3: 99lbs 45kg yay achieved!!. Final goal weight: 40 kgs so 88lbs...not sure I will reach this now coz I know I'll just get tube fed as I'm in hospital already for other reasons but they're focusing on my ana more and more as I've got too hot a few times and taken off my baggy jumpers and they saw my collarbones and chest coz of my sort of low cut top underneath argh.
Please message me. I'm so lonely coz all my friends have drifted away coz of me being so sick for so long.
Love you all
xoxox
ConnectInterests (9):
cooking ( ironically ), losing weight, painting, running in the wind, singing, sleeping, swimming in the sea, talking to cool people, travelling overseas
External Services:
 | carlyrose89@livejournal.com |
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123sally, __counterfeit_, addimij, alissa_lila, angelcrys, atsukof, avalanche_09, badn8tv, bethbby, birdcage_24_7, bluebluebluered, bonesesdecorus, cantgetthin22, carlyrose89, chatoyant_kiss, choochoobam, dave_in_digital, dreamambition, emilee92, eyecandibaby, fatascanbe, fey_seraph, fluffy_bunny17, forgemylife00, harrytlover, hello_jessica, imacreep08, joburglittle, just_flawless, kelpgirl, kira_renne, krissymarie1394, lejzvkul, littlexmermaid, loresnatcherr, loverrfacee, loveyoubabe1234, loz2303xx, morrissey_is_it, muse2286, mybodymyrules, niromezi, obsessed89, p_l_e_b_123, patheticself_xx, pink_beauty_xo, pirate_rouge, sexbruise, size0fanatic, so_contagious23, sorippedjeans, stephensimon, stickxinsect, t_r_y_c_r_a_z_y, taking_face, tarantuladreams, taurusgemini_28, thinisin50, thinkthin101, uvxyz, vanorexia, wilting_flower1, wpbgirl4life, writtencomposer, xsuicidepixiex
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